Many thoughts, One Message.

I'm only human.

I have human emotions. Fear, doubt. insecurity. My greatest weakness is judgement. Not judgement upon others, although driving in Northern Virginia tests my will in that area.... but, judgement against myself.

I've never had great self-esteem. When I was a young boy, I was overweight. My nickname was 'Hefty.' However, I was strong... and, if I ever caught someone who called me by that name.. well, let's just say I lowered my boom.

I was not a popular kid in school. Not at any age. I was shy, goofy and not the kid the girls looked at.

Although I had my first real 'date' in 3rd grade, it was due to my sense of humor, not my looks or sense of self-esteem. Even now, I see myself as just, 'Jeff', that guy who occasionally makes someone laugh or, hopefully, think.

It's a very difficult thing to accept that one is more than what he or she perceives himself to be.

Some say it's called being humble. Others consider it a form of masked conceit. I just consider it a form of being human.... no different than anyone else.

This week, I used my hands and intention combined with energy from the universe to literally cure an infection. I took upon myself the sickness and pain that the other was suffering.... Yet, I healed someone. Literally. I luckily knew how to cleanse myself of what I'd taken on.

I knew that energy healing is real. But, I'd never experienced this type of healing.

I don't tell you this to boast. Hell, we are all capable of doing what I did. But, it was my ability to set my ego aside... my doubts and human feelings... that allowed me to tap into the divine and nature in order to bring healing.

That said, my latest journey into the lower realm, tonight, brought revelations that I'm not sure I'm capable of completely embracing but am nonetheless expected to fulfill. The key, I'm told, is to trust in myself and continue to set ego aside. Putting trust in what you can't see or touch is difficult. But when you listen and feel what you can't touch has a powerful impact.

I have my path to follow. Each of us have our paths to follow. Unless we listen and not disregard the seemingly coincidental occurrences (there are no coincidences, by the way) we miss opportunities to become more aware and more connected to the Lightness of Being... the divine....

Religion isn't the answer. Religion is a ways to a means.

My journeys have shown me disturbing and encouraging things that are both happening now and are soon to happen. I'm no sage. I'm just me, Jeff. But, I'll relay a single quote from someone I know fairly well from the Upper Realm... "You're in a Hailstorm"....

Ask me...

Wake up. Turn off the TV and phone and listen. You will be surprised by what you experience is you haven't been already surprised.

Namaste. Peace.

Get ready, a hailstorm is coming.