The empath found his groove.

Hello Friends... My apologies to you who may be looking for my writings on a more frequent basis.

I've been away. Not traveling or working.. although I have been working... but I've been away from my writing due to a personal disassociation with my connection to the Divine.

Although I have never been separated from the Divine, and, I have aways had the ability to call upon the Divine, I have allowed my human 'self' to block that connection.

I have regressed, if you will. I began having doubts, fears, worries and questions about my own ability to connect to the Higher Knowledge. I wasn't aware of what had caused me to feel this way. 

I couldn't journey. I felt inadequate and felt that I wouldn't be met by the very ones who lead me on my day-to-day journies.

I can't express to you hoe lost and alone this feeling can be. Especially after you've experienced so much and have been given so much information. It's almost as if everything I'd been told and shown was a distant memory, not worthy of remembrance.

Then, I realized when this separation took place. I had received a rather unorthodox Reiki treatment. Although the practitioner had her own intentions in place while sharing energy, her weaknesses and doubts were absorbed by me during the session. 

Now, let me explain... I'm a tremendous empath. I can walk past others and take on their feelings, hurts, problems, fears, etc. It's a bit of a pain in the ass and I'm working on controlling it. I recently even took on physical pain when removing it from another... Sounds crazy, even to me... but it happened.

However, when a trusted Reiki practitioner works on me, I expect nothing but pure healing to occur. So, I learned an important lesson. Reiki practitioners are like doctors... they are only as good as their training and then, their intention. A great Reiki Master will know how to prepare themselves, their surroundings and any crystals in order to be a vessel for the Divine energy that courses through them for the betterment of the recipient. 

A practitioner who has thoughts of doubt, worry, outside influences... a practitioner who doesn't set 'self' and 'ego' aside before working on another, is more of a detriment than a help.

This is what put me out of tune. I had to work very hard to regain the positive energy where negative energy had encroached upon my thinking and normal habits that connections to the Divine.

Be wary of who you choose to perform any type of energy therapy. Be very wary of anyone who you choose to use their proclaimed metaphysical or psychic capabilities.

We are intuitive beings. Use your intuition. That's what we, as lightworkers, rely upon.

I apologize for any that I've offended, misled or swayed from the truth. It wasn't who I am. However, any questioning that we do is a valid way of finding the truth.

Namaste.