I'm a Nobody with a Helluva Message.

The time has arrived for me to just say, "Screw it." It doesn't matter what others think of me. It doesn't matter how many friends I lose or if I look fanatical or even psychotic as a result of my writings.

I've experienced both ends of the spectrum of reality and everything that lies in between. It's been a helluva ride and it doesn't seem to be slowing to a stop but speeding up. I can almost hear the ride operator yelling, "Do ya wanna go faster?"

Yes, yes I do.

it seems that every day brings new revelations. Be it the state of the world, myself, another close to me or those I pass as a chance encounter. I am able to become a channel, a conduit, between what I conceive as reality and that which is unseen. At times, it is awkward and sometimes frightening. Other times, it is gratifying and a relief.

When I am told things that I know are true despite them being what one would call/ supernatural', I have doubts. It's a human response. Yet, I'm becoming more convinced that I am needed here as a voice for the voiceless.

Don't misunderstand. I am very humble. There is nothing special about me. There is nothing that I'm able to do, either through Reiki or Shamanic work that any of us can do. I may have a slight advantage for some reason due to my past in being able to connect to the other realms more quickly, but, other than that, we are all capable of connecting with the Divine. The only thing that hinders that journey is our ego-driven selves.

Fear, worry, doubt, ... they are all forms of disbelief in the guidance and messages that we all hear yet disregard. When we let our human nature take control of our thinking, we slow the Divine process and we suffer. The ironic thing about this is that we cause our own suffering though we inwardly know what is needed to grow and overcome any issue.

Tonight, I performed a Reiki session. I used crystals, dowsing and Shamanic healing in addition to traditional Usui Reiki practice. It was an intense experience for me but it left an indelible impression upon the one that I helped.

Scoff, if you must. But know this... Jesus was a lightworker. He healed with his hands. As did Buddha. As did Mohammed. None of these ascended masters wanted to be worshipped and used as a means to a religion. They were healers who used the Divine light of the Source, or God, or Spirit to bring a message to mankind that within each of us lies the ability to heal any condition, be it mental, emotional, physical or psychological.

Now, I've been though much trauma in my life. I'm blessed to have survived in order to hep others. Yet, there are those who have been through much worse and endured more than I have endured. These are the people who are called upon to hep this world. I am called to help this world in any way possible. I do not yet know what my ultimate calling is to be. But, that's ok. I now know that patience is a virtue and that I can't rush into something without knowledge and guidance.

I'm prepared to lose friends as a result of what one might consider outlandish belief. I'm excited to meet others who are questioning, and searching and welcome them into my soul family. The friends that I lose will hopefully open their hearts and minds and allow the Divine to enter. Then again, that is part of my mission ....

Oddly enough, the younger generation is searching more earnestly that most. And, they also accept the Divine more readily than the supposedly 'Educated' or 'Religious'. I won't get started on religion right now.... that's another malignant cancerous subject.

In any case, I talk to angels. I talk to spirit animals. My deceased grandmother is my spirit teacher who has been with me in spirit even prior to my birth. (Quantum physics... it's a long story)... I realize now that I'm blessed, not nuts. I pay attention to what I'm told. I haven't yet been led astray.

I will give this message to those who wil listen.... This world is in disarray. The Universe is out of balance. Mankind has abused the gift of free will and has put the future of not only this universe, but the emerging univere that hasn't yet been born at risk. Energy has a black and white, The light will always pervade and enighten the darkness... but the darkness that inhabits this Universe is being abused and skewed by our human race. We are digging our own grave, so to speak.

Stop. Look. Listen. Open your heart. We are all connected. Put your ego aside and accept the greatness within yourself. Until we do that for ourselves, then help others to do the same, we will continue to implode as a race, rejecting the Divine and the beauty that we deserve,

Namaste.